Ryokothedarksummoner

well the creamery picnic festival here in stevensville is over and my hope of selling my painting
went up in smoke... T.T man this sucks... I just hope that my uncle and aunt can help me out
with selling this damn thing before fall semester starts. I really don't want to be stuck in this place
till spring semester......

thought I would say Merry Christmas everyone I
hope that you all have a great time.

its been awhile sence I had last looked at my
journal entries and I have to say its laughable.
that "what is love?" one that made me laugh because just a yr or so later I did fall for the most sweetest guy ever! but it wasn't ment to be and it broke my heart. So I am saying this now and its not going to change for the rest of my life.
Love is overated and its more of a curse then a blessing. Its something that hurts more then anything. Hell I would rather take a bullet for a friend then fall into that trap again! Maybe several shots but hey others are more then free to find out themselves, if love is even worth the time. sure some would say that I am wrong but what do I care having my heart shattered into pieces so small that some vanished while I was healing. So yeah Love isn't a blessing but a curse and should be avoided if possible.

yeah I am back. I have been in an art jam for months now and it sucks.
now that I have gone through what everyone has done while I was gone its made me want to start up with drawing again.
oh and its gonna take some more time for me to get the Ryo-chan pic colored. I need to find a better paint program. if anyone has some ideas just let me know. I could use the help.

The thing that I hate most about some of the friends I have let get very close to me, is that when they move to a different town or state they just stab me in the fucking back!!!  They become selfish, no longer caring if anything were to happen to those who they leave behind and they don't ever talk to them even when on the messenger or on the phone. hmph. who would have thought that having a boyfriend/girlfriend and the like, change someone so fast.
They have forgotten everything!